Love squirt dog, chew on it.
I have given up all responsibilities of the dog. No bathing, no feeding and most of all no walking.
I'd really rather clean the house. Tire myself as I like to be tired. Sleep is always good when I'm tired and maybe then I can dream again of Aidan, the son in my dream. The unexplainable love I had for him, it felt good. He had the boy's curly hair, he was adorable.
I really find no need for a maid. I want the privacy of my own room and I am determined to keep it at all costs. I will make this work.
It's 6 more weeks till the end of year 2, level 1. It's exciting as much as it is pressuring. The essays about to come and the hopeful staging of our production. The sound of three and a half months of holiday excites me and the thought of perhaps another beach holiday is excellent.
I am hanging on till the next 6 weeks pass and maybe then i'll get to spend longer days with the boyfriend. I miss our late night talks at the beach and the 4am drives back home.
just another 6 weeks, just another 6 weeks.
i made believe @ 3/08/2007 07:31:00 PM
