i went to watch the first year acting's very first performance which was a compilation of each of their self-devised monologues and i thought to myself, 'shit, i wanna do that'.
it's horrible that i keep thinking of what could have been and the more i think, the more it eats me up inside. then reality sets in and the fear of failure once more brings me further away from what i want.
what happened to littlemissbrightside who thought she found her way being an optimist.
i made believe @ 9/07/2006 06:53:00 PM