WHY?! Why now? Why two days before the day. How very unlucky. Vitamin Cs, panadols, lotsa warm water and boxes of Scotts facial tissue. I pray I get better before tomorrow morning.
I really am starting to feel the anxiety. I swear I'll start freaking out in full glory tonight.
I just keep telling myself whatever will be, will be. Trying very hard to block out all negative thoughts.
Believe in yourself, believe in yourself!
Going through my lines over and over again in my head.
It's less than 24 hours to the worst or best day of my life.
I pray I do well, I really do.
I'm going crazy!
URGH.
i made believe @ 3/11/2006 01:18:00 PM