okay. So I thought I was ready for that answer, I was so prepared. But noooo, reality is just so much harder to handle. I didn't expect myself to react that way, I mean, I knew what the answer was going to be even before they called.
I guess I want it so much more than I thought I did.
Well, at least now I know.
On the brighter side, Bintan's in like 4 weeks! Woohoo, it's finally coming true. Ahh, I can't wait at all. It's going to be so fun, I know it *beams* Fingers are kept crossed and I hope that nothing goes wrong!
And I realized that being forgetful can get me into trouble and keep me in shape.. or at least that's what I like to think.
Forgetting to take stuff and having to walk back round the bar to get it. Happened a few times last night. Good enough to burn off fats as I want to believe.
I had Gelare's Waffle's and ice cream after seafood pattaya for dinner last night. Comfort food, as I like to call it. (excuses) haha. So anyway Sarah said it was okay since we're working and standing for a few hours. She said we'd burn off fats too. I CHOOSE TO BELIEVE HER because reality is too harsh -shakes head- So let me live in my own fantasy.
hahaha.
Oh by the way, Improv yesterday was quite cool. We get to put our fantasy into play. Haha, that was interesting. Well my fantasy is.. nevermind, it's time to rush off to school.
Laters :)
i made believe @ 3/29/2006 11:38:00 AM
