It's tiring isn't it? To be constantly trying your best to keep yourself happy and optimistic all the time?
It's hard isn't it? To look around and see that you are 'alone' and far in front of the rest?
You're looking desperately for somebody to be there with you. Oh, you see people, but you constantly turn them away because you are not familiar with them. You refuse to accept anything new. You cannot accept change.
You want to stop and cry, but no you can't. Because life only goes forward. Nothing, no one will wait for you. The moon will set and the sun will rise.
What can one do at this point? When everything starts to get tiring. When thoughts of what could have or might have been flood one's mind. When one starts to slow down and come to a stop eventually..
Everything's changing, life's moving too fast. It's 2 weeks to Christmas, 3 weeks to the New Year.
Oh, it's going to be a NEW year alright. Because everything is going to change.
Yes, everything.
It is now I must learn to accept change.
Because only change can get me moving again.
i made believe @ 12/13/2005 01:44:00 AM
