Towned today with the mother after going for the interview at Starbucks. I GOT THE JOB! It all started last sunday when I went to look for Kamal for my damn seven dollars. *laughs* He asked me to work and he threw me the application forms. The interview went quite well I must say. Oh wells, training starts on the seventh. This is soo exciting. Won't have to be pestering him for the money now would I? hehs.
The urge to spend was not very strong today.
Wahahahaha, guess what I saw at Paragon?
Behold the heavn'ly sight!
So exciting righttt? Ultimate joy :)
The 'skeleton' of the hugee Christmas tree outside Paragon and the scafolding outside Centrepoint made it even more exciting! The decorations are starting to be up up up =))) Yaynessssss.
I have been seeing the word nobody alott. Yes, including in my previous entry. If you read the whole chunk of passages properly, you'll see that I'm trying to say that I'm still trying to adjust to not having HIM there anymore. Not that I don't have anybody.
So yes, as I was saying, if you keep everything to yourself and keep telling yourself nobody would understand, then that lie will become your truth. I know there are alot of people who think that way. I once thought that way too. But now I know that there are so many people around me who are willing to share my pain and joy. Look around you, your friends, if they are true, will definitely be there for you when you are down. Of course it's a different thing when they ask you if there's anything wrong and you tell them nothing. That's the thing. It is always important to let yourself go and let people in. It's no use keeping everything to yourself cos you are only destroying yourself.
Yes, just my thought on stuff.
I'm hungry.
Sigh.
On a more emotional note;
If onlyy things never became this terrible, I'd have food to eat in no time at all. Then I'd be warm and tucked into bed.
Boyfriend. The word just seems so new, yet so old.
Oh my, I realized that 'littlemissbrightside.blogspot.com' isn't very bright anymore.
Oh yes, I had a terrible dream of the dog dying and my sister had a dream that the dog died the night before. The dog is terribly sick now. He's coughing and wheezing like nobody's business. I'm very afraid this will be the one that kills him. How to bring him to the vet?
Please pray for him everybodyyyyyyy.
='(
i made believe @ 10/27/2005 11:12:00 PM
