Well well, surprises surprises. I love surprises =)
Woke up at 8 this morning despite having slept at 2 the previous night. oh wells, I was excited about the first day of being 17. Cooked myself a horrible lunch. Haha, my aglio olio failed miserably this time. Dressed up for school today. Wasn't much of a use. Headed out of the house excited and happy, camera in my bag, hoping for an exciting day ahead. Had good pasta from Domdom. Thanks alot=) And also thanks to all who remembered and wished me, and thank you so much for the presents Daphne and Khai ;)
Lessons as usual, wasn't that exciting. Somehow I became moody and restless. Everybody else wished me a happy birthday.. I swear my tear ducts are screwed. I cry over the most trival matters these days. There were so many bigger things that I could've cried about but the tears just never fell. After following Serene to the library, I walked out to the bus stop.. alone. So pathetic. Didn't help that the sky was gloomy. Saw Melissa at the bus stop, I think she was so shocked when she saw tears welling up in my eyes. I'm okay girl :) It was so lame. I had no idea why the tears just kept coming. I feel so stupid now I think about it. It's like the most lamest thing to cry about? But everytime I thought of it I felt a sour feeling in my heart and tears just fell. The bus ride home was a really depressing one. The tears just kept coming. I guess it was disappointing?
Funny how I've been so strong the past few months but yesterday and today I was just so vulnerable. It's seriously the lamest thing to cry about. Another funny thing is that, yesterday after I cried in the morning over something super ridiculous, it rained. It was so sunny but there was rain. And today, it rained when I alighted. Both for just awhile. Hmm, interesting..
Oh well, it is a pretty boring birthday, but how can I complain? The ending to sweet 16 was sweet. Thanks again my darling mps=)
ah well, happy 17th keshia.................
i made believe @ 9/12/2005 05:46:00 PM
