I realised something.
Single And Desperate = SAD
Haha, interesting hor?
I want to be SINGLE & PROUD OF IT.
Why you might ask?
Because I can..
Sing&profit
Hehs, see, can have music career next time. That's what I want. I everyday practise in the bathroom one leh. Donch pray pray ah!
Hahah, ohhh-kay. It has totally no relevance or whatsoever. I am just consolling myself because I can sense myself falling into the SAD category and that is just damn SAD LAH! Because when I came home by myself just now I saw ALOT of couples and there was this sour feeling in my heart. No, not of jealousy, but of yearning.
SO IRRINOYING. It makes it even worse that I don't have a special someone to celebrate my birthday with. NOT GOOD! But then again, I have great friends to spend it with. RIIGGHHTT?
I wonder what they are planning to do for me. hehs. You see, For the past 3 years I have planned my own birthday parties. So for this year, I decided to leave the planning to my friends. Thus, I don't have the same excitement as I had for the past 3 years. I remember how I always got so excited when my birthday neared. As in, haha, a whole month before. whoops.
I am already so looking forward to next year's birthday. I can't wait to turn 18! haha. Sigh, I can't sing 'Sixteen going on seventeen' anymore after next week. hehs.
Good luck in everything else, no luck in love.
That's the way life goes isn't it? Oh wells, I'm trying very hard to constantly remind myself to be contented with my life. I am, I really am. Oh wells, life can get demanding at times wouldn't it?
off for dinner now.....
i made believe @ 9/06/2005 06:50:00 PM
