It's less than a month to my 17th birthday. So let's see what the past 17 years have been like..
All I remember about me from 1 to 3 years old was that I loved plucking out the heads of barbie dolls=) haha. At 4, I attended Kinderland at serangoon. When we were given colouring to do, I coloured them in black and white while everyone took their time to use colours. I'd just lie on my back, legs crossed, and wait for people to come talk to me. haha! I never knew until my parents told me that a few months ago. LOL. Anyway, at 5 I changed school to the PAP below my house back in Pasir Ris. Because daddy decided to save on the school bus money. Friendship problems begun to surface. haha, I remember once when we had to line up 2 by 2, I was stading beside a supposedly good friend of mine. I was happy to be her partner, so I was holding her hand and swinging it pretty hard. Next thing I knew, she threw my hand away and said the typical, 'I DONCH FRIEND YOU ALREADY!'. -_- haha, what to do? K1 only. haha. At 6 I moved to the current house and therefore changed school, again. This time I attended bedok lutheran church, where I had two very good friends Samantha and Janice(if I rmb correctly). Janice was like every teacher's pet. She was top student and all. All the teachers liked her. On her birthday she wore her pretty dress and the teacher allowed her to sit on the chair, when everyone else was on the floor, so that she wouldn't dirty her dress. She was perfect. I wanted to be like her. Hmm, I just realised that my bad habit of admiring others began at such a young age. Tsktsk. So that's the end of my kindergarten education. No more play time, only homework time=(
So anyway, moved on to Primary education- St Hilda's Primary School=)
I was a headache to my parents in Primary 1. I hated going to school. I don't even know why. I came up with lame excuses like 'headache', 'knee pain' and the most famous 'stomachache'. haha, daddy had to come to school to pick me up every other day. Having a medical history of epilepsy, my parents thought something was very wrong with me. Until it started to happen one too many times. haha, I remember always purposely forgetting to do my homework till the last minute. Had to ask my maid to help me do. Sigh, I miss Tina. haha.
Then came Primary 2. I still hated school. Daddy still had frequent trips to school to pick me up. Until one day he got so fed up he scolded me, telling me that either he sent me to the hospital or I stayed in school. I was sobbing away. I really don't know why I hated school so much. I was throwing tantrums already in P2. I remember venting my anger on my best friend, Judith. Was already very drama mama then. I'd tell her sorry for doing that, just very tired. HAHA. I was only 8. Oh, and that was still the time where SHPS offered ballet as a CCA and Mrs Skipp was still teaching them. I remember how heavy my bag would be with all the ballet stuff and all, that's why I quit. hahah.
Primary 3 was the year I played truant. Well, kinda. haha, you see, once again, I didn't want to go school. But my maid had already sent me to school. I told her I had a stomachache. She told me to call mummy. Mummy was working at that time, I told her I had a stomachache and asked her if I could go home. She gave a flat no. Nevertheless, I told my maid that my mum asked her to take me home. haha. I was such a big fat liar! Lol, got hell after that. Daddy came home after going to school to look for me with panadol. He was furious! He even brought a fishing rod home with thoughts of whacking me with it. I pretended to be sleeping. At night I tried to avoid my parents. Hid in my maid's room. I got hell from them that night of course. Lucky for me daddy didn't use the fishing rod. haha!
Primary 4.. Hmm, oh yeah. Haha, that was the year I first confessed my feelings to a boy. hehe. So funny. I still remember forcing him to tell me who he liked, promising to tell him who I liked. Elroy. Haha, I remember him as the rather sissy-fied guy. But at that time, what did I know about guys? lol. It was really hilarious because they were at my house doing a science project. haha. Oh yeah, I remember rushing to buy food from the snacks stall after school and rushing to catch our school bus at the same time. Haha, also the mad rush of getting the front seat.
Primary 5. The year I thought I was grown up enough to do my own things. I had a major crush on this half chinese half philipino guy. The rumour was everywhere in school. The teasing was annoying yet so cute. lol, I think I loved being teased. So funny. I remember 5/3 and 5/4 being like the most havoc classes. I remember this conversation between me and su ann, who is now a pretty famous golfer who is dating christopher(yes, the singapore idol contestant):
Suann: 5/3 is the coolest class
Me: (Not wanting to lose out) oh yeah? but 5/4's the fun class.
Suann: True.
Haha! like wtf? Everything was about being cool. lol. And oh yeah. Guys with center parting! haha, so funny!!
Then came Primary 6. Siao gang. haha! ohmygoodness, so hilarious. Melanie, Janis, Christabel, Su ann, Gillian, Jia hui, Jacqueline and me. I remember hanging out at tampines mall after school like every friggin day. I remember sitting at the corner staircase having our sushi from NTUC. lol. Ahh, those were the days. haha, I never studied in Primary school. lol, and was already crying over results. I remember pretending to be sick for a week, then i really got sick after that and was hospitalized. haha, so funny! Grad night was fun. Tears and hugs. Oh yes! the KL trip. Hilarious. Getting locked out of our room and falling sick. haha. That trip was so fun. And the times after PSLE. Bliss. Going to school with nothing at all=)
Then the results. Then the posting.
Then came Secondary 1- Bedok green secondary. The first few days of school was hell. I was so damn lonely. Only person I knew was Lennard. And I wasn't very close to him at all. Only remembered him as the one who had a big crush on gillian. hehe. Went home to cry and regretted not going to SHSS for the first 3 days. Then I met my first 3 friends- Rose, Olivia and May. Seeing that I was alone during recess with my packet of green tea, they came up to introduce themselves. haha. So funny. Then I slowly made friends. My very first clique- Pure Seasons. HAHAHA. Questal, pearlyn, liyu and I. Haha, winter, autumn, summer and spring respectively. Haha! So hilarious. Anyway, had alot of fun in sec 1. The class was so sporting and fun. Those were the times when Kamal and Yusof were still pretty innocent=) I remember that valentines. Girl gives boy a ship in a bottle, boy throws it in the dustbin! HAHAHAHA. So funny now that I'm think back on it. LOL. Also when the she-male gives the pretty girl a 'love-letter'. The girl was pretty disgusted. hahahah. I remember doing every single thing with Jialing. Haha, we were like really best friends forever? haha. Aww, those were the days. Haha, I miss a classroom with chalkboard=)
Oh yeah, had my first BGR. Ohmygoodness, BGR reminds me of Karin. I remember...
Me: Do you know what's BGR?
Karin: What? Birdbird Grow Rapidly?
WAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I laughed till my stomach hurt. That was like when I was 9 and she was 8 I guess. Hilarious that girl. Haha, karin I know you're reading this. LOL.
So anyway, hahahhahaha, the relationship was with some skinny and short ahbeng. But at that time, the ahbengs in my school were quite innocent because there were no older bengs to influence them. haha. Hilarious. I wouldn't consider it a relationship at all man. I never ever talked to that guy on the phone, neither did I go out with him once. Plus, I never talked to him in school before. It was just sms. HAHA. Remember how my bills exploded because I only had like 150 free sms. haha, so pathetic. Oh wells, thank God he ended the relationship after 4 months. Okay, 4 months is quite long. haha.
Secondary 2, class spirit slowly died I think. We were still close but not as close as before. Wess's accident was a big scare to the class. Uh huh. The King and I musical that I was part of was so fun. Learning that thai dance and having that stupid heavy head dress on my shoulders all the time. Then I had my first real relationship. We had so many things to talk about. He was also one the the 'bengs-to-be', but he was somehow different. He could speak proper english! though not excellent. haha. I remember being so proud of him for scoring 40/50 for his English common test. haha! We got together on Valentine's day that year. So funny. I guess he was the only one I felt very comfortable with. We never really went out alone, but he always sent me home. The walks home were never filled with awkward silences. Even when there was silence, it was a comfortable silence. He'd always meet me at the playground at kew during the weekends and we'd talk hand in hand. I liked him alot I remember. haha, until June when he cheated on me if I'm not wrong. Then he dumped me, then we got back together again after I think a month? Then after two weeks he dumped me again -_- haha. Hated him to the core for the next few months. Had I think 3 flings with 3 different guys after that. OMG slut right? but then again, not as if i screwed them or made out with them. Wouldn't even consider them relationships! haha, everyone has a past. Yeah. I am most disgusted with myself in Sec 1 and 2. I hung around with cheenah people. *shivers* Anyhow, I was doing well academically. Got into the class I desired..
Sec 3! The year I changed for the better. Got to know 3 other really great girlfriends after Jialing=) Ohh, we'd have so much fun shopping and class time was like a picnic with Shiyong around. Ahh, I miss him! He was in a league of his own=) I miss hearing he and Song Xia bicker. lol. Then the year I had such lousy grades. Except for Maths. Both my Maths were still As then. The frequent visits to LJS for lunch. Haha. I wonder how come we never got fat. Lol. 2nd serious relationship began on my birthday. That relationship didnt last as long as I expected it to. Oh wells, shan't elaborate.
Secondary 4. The year I was an emotional wreck. News of Dad being transfered to Taiwan. Almost wanted to be sent to an International School there. Stress. Breakup. (*&^%$# Worse, the breakup was a few days before the chinese Os. He couldn't have picked a better time -_- But I did well for my chinese anyway=)
The year came and went quickly. It was heaven after the Os. That's when the clique of 12 came together=)
Now 17, great start to the year. A 7 month long break. Bliss. Although I spent more time spending daddy's hard earned money and lazing at home than doing anything constructive. Like I said, 7 months changed me lots. Had tonnes of fun, made mistakes, friendship put to the test. Now I know who will be there till the end of time always=)
I love my life. I miss the old times. I miss listening to the whole school sing back in SHPS.
Life's been good=)
It's 2.46am. It's time to sleep
ZZzzzzzzz
i made believe @ 8/25/2005 01:16:00 AM
