The past eight months has made me into a very, very different person I must say. I'm no longer that pessimist and total emotional wreck I was. I admit I used to have emotional breakdowns like every month? I used to make out a small situation into something big. I used to be really short tempered. I used to say 'I can't do it' at every new challenge I face. Thinking back, I wonder why anyone would want to talk to me. Haha.
I look at things from a different point of view now. I face every new challenge telling myself 'I can do it' and if I fail, I tell myself 'it's okay, God has a different plan for me'. Just because of this, I'm a much happier person than before. I take things in my stride and not fret over small stuff anymore. I feel different and I feel 'brighter'(Thus my new blog address, haha, how silly). I find no need in getting angry or pissed over anything now. I rather focus that energy on things that make me happy. When I am happy, I tend to do things properly and they always turn out the way I want it too. That's the up side of being happy and optimistic.
I don't know what triggered the change though. Anyway, I thank God I did=)
i made believe @ 7/30/2005 01:59:00 PM
