Like how cute is he?!?! He's jerry's cousin, mirik. SOOoo adorableeeeeee!!! He's only like what? bout 10, 11 months? really cute. hahas. I see jerry as still a baby, but in fact he's almost 5! Nice to watch him grow up, but so sad to see that he's not as cute and adorable as before! I can just imagine myself as a mother and watching as my child grows up. I'll be the type of mother who will cry on her child's first day of school, or when he/she wins an award, or when he/she graduates, and espcially when he/she gets married. haha. That's the kinda of mother I think i'll become. yes, the emotional type. haha.
Was talking to Uncle Jaffar during lunch, together with mummy and samantha. I like talking to Uncle jaffar. Or rather, listening to him talk. Why? Because he has an interesting way of thinking, and most of the time, he makes sense! haha. I just hate it when he starts trying to kiss me when he sees me. haha. Jerry will always scold him and that's so adorable. lol. Oh wells, uncle jaffar is a joker, but when he is serious or angry, he can be quite scary. hhaha. Anyways, they were talking bout life after death, who are the 5 people you wanna meet in Heaven (this is cos he read Mitch Albom's The Five People You Meet In Heaven), the tsunami, and bout how much he misses he mother. His mother passed away last year or few years back you see. When he was talking about that, I imagined, ouch wood, what if I lost my parents tomorrow? I just cannot imagine life without my parents. I'd be sooo lost. What will happen to the 3 of us? I think I would cry and flood my house for a whole year. I don't think I'd be able to handle it. I will, from now on, appreciate and not take my parents for granted. I think you should too. The thought of losing my parents tomorrow alone makes me wanna cry. That's how much I love them =)
School starts on Friday. Well, it's actually just orientation. School officially starts on Monday. I wonder what it will be like. I'm so excited yet so afraid. yes, blogged about it before, but I wanna blog about it again. I sure hope they don't make us play dumb games on Friday. I hope also that the people there are nice and friendly and not like bastards and bitches. I'm keeping my fingers tightly crossed!
Sigh, can't believe the holiday is ending for me. Seven and a half months pass just like that. I regret not making use of my holiday wisely. I could have done so many things in these seven months. I just chose to be a lazy girl and waste my parents money (from all the shopping=)). How sad is that? haha. REGRETS. This is bad, I realised I just wasted 7 months of my life doing nothing! The horror! hahah. yeah, so you people who have 7 free months next year better make good use of it! haha. Mummy has been nagging at me, saying how not sporting we are or how not brave we are to try new things. okay, maybe me. I think I need to grow up! Be independent. haha. I am such a mummy's girl still. I still lie on my mummy and I still want mummy to be with me wherever I go. I mean, I'm independent but not THAT independent. haha. This is REALLY bad. lol. you should ask some of my closer friends how 'nua' I am with mummy around. haha! I'm going to be 17! eh, but then again, it's only 17! maybe I'll be more independent when I hit 20. omg, I'm growing up! I'm 20 in 3 years! That's so old.
Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up- The ataris, In This Diary.
I don't wanna grow up! I wanna stay this age forever. haha. yes, impossible. Sigh, Samantha's already 21. In just another 4 years(or maybe less) she'll be getting married. Then she'll have a child. Omg! That's crazy. I feel like we're growing up too fast. Anyone who feels the same way? lol. I'm wasting my youth away! lol. I gotta do something crazy. =))
Have you ever thought of what could have been if you had done something differently earlier in your life? I bet many of you have. This was one the many topics we talked about during lunch. Think about it, even though you have thought bout it before, think about it again.
I have always wondered what life would've been like if I had actually STUDIED for my PSLE. haha, I never really did study in primary school. haha. I think I would have been in maybe a better school?
But then again, if I studied and got into another school, I wouldn't have met this wonderful group of friends I have right now=) AWW! haha.
Another thing is, what if daddy had listened to mummy and bought the house in Orchard road? We'd be rich people. haha, because that house was selling at what? 100,000 or something like that, but now, I think it's worth a million bucks? Just renting it out will be a very high source of income for us already.
Then again, I wouldn't have been put in St. Hilda's cos it's too far and neither would I have gone to BGSS then I wouldn't have met my friends and I also wouldn't have moved into Casa Flora and I wouldn't have the best childhood ever! hahah. I'd rather have the memories than the money=)
Talking about my childhood. haha. I think moving into Casa Flora is one of the best things that ever happened to me. Just having a huge group of friends to play with every school holiday and every weekend. The Ng family. All of Jerry's cousins. Of course, Jerry wasn't born then. I remember how we used to play monopoly, nintendo games and go on holidays together. oh yes! How can I forget? Hide and catch=) we used to play it every night. We'd change into black t-shirts just so that we wouldn't be seen that easily. haha. we'd play around the condo, running around and making so much noise just screaming upon seeing the catcher approaching. haha. We used to 'dominate' the condo. hahaha, we'd know all the neighbours and which unit they lived at. Now sadly, is unfamiliar faces at every turn, seeing the Ngs is just a hi and bye kinda thing. well, for the exception of uncle jaffar's family lah. haha. Sigh, I miss the good old days. Gotta catch up with karin and all. haha. I still remember how we used to do crazy things together. And then there was dodo, dada, dolldoll. HAHA! silly names somebody gave them. lol, we really called them that. haha. Casa Flora's one place I'll wanna stay forever cos sooo of the many memories I have here. It's just a small condo with only 4 blocks of 30 units altogether, a pool, and what used to be a squash court(now a gym with lousy equipments that have all turned rusty). haha. ah yes, there was HANTUM BOLA. hahah. I can't remember how the game went, all I know is how fun it was. lol. If afterlife is really like how Mitch Albom described to be in The five people you meet in heaven, I'd definitely want Casa Flora to be one of the 5 places I come back to. I won't know who I'll meet here though. lol.
damn, missed Tuesdays with Morrie on Hallmark!!!!!! AGAIN! How annoying!!! It's another story by Mitch Albom btw. Sigh.
Anyway, back to the topic of what life would've been like if certain things had been done differently, I guess I would not do anything differently because I am really happy with my life as it is now. Because I have the basics of life- family, friends, food, a roof over my head and love.
I'm a lucky girl. I don't need anything more.
No more complaints about how sucky life is. Instead, I shall rejoice for having such a wonderful life=)
I think you should too. Should anything bad happen, something good will come out of it. It might not appear in huge, obvious ways, but it will show in the small little things. Like people say, 'it's the little things that count for in the end' =)
goodnight`
;)
i made believe @ 6/30/2005 12:22:00 AM
Like how cute is he?!?! He's jerry's cousin, mirik. SOOoo adorableeeeeee!!! He's only like what? bout 10, 11 months? really cute. hahas. I see jerry as still a baby, but in fact he's almost 5! Nice to watch him grow up, but so sad to see that he's not as cute and adorable as before! I can just imagine myself as a mother and watching as my child grows up. I'll be the type of mother who will cry on her child's first day of school, or when he/she wins an award, or when he/she graduates, and espcially when he/she gets married. haha. That's the kinda of mother I think i'll become. yes, the emotional type. haha.