scary.
spnt the day at orchard with mummy
and boks yst.
sadly,
didn't buy anything.
didn't really think bout the results.
went to sleep.
woke up at 8 plus.
tried hard to go back to slp cos i
didn't want to think bout the results.
then at 9 plus cos uncle jaffar called.
and at 10 cos johan came.
finally woke up at 1120.
haha.
was all jittery and had ALOT of butterflies
in my tummy.
i was soo afraid.
was already close to tears before getting the results.
i was really scared.
when it was my turn,
the first thing i looked at was my english.
i so expected an A2.
obviously, cos i need an A2 to get into mass comm.
when i saw three,
tears started welling up.
then,
i looked down down down,
and saw 3,5,3,3,5,3.
that did it.
i couldn't count.
i could only think,' shit shit shit. it's bad'.
not a single A?!
bloody hell.
i got a 5 for humanities.
it's insane ok.
i got an A2 for prelims okay.
so sad.
then then then,
i also expected E maths to be A2 as well.
sigh.
what happened to my maths?!?!
i expected a C for bio, yes.
since im not a very scienc-y person.
sigh.
so yeah.
15points for poly.
disappointed yes.
very.
my english!
now how?!
i think i can't get into mass comm already!
sigh.
then there's lasalle.
should i really go to lasalle???
i have so many questions running through my head.
decisions decisions.
where do i go from here?
SIGH.
lasalle.
or should i appeal for mass comm?
*screams*
i don't know i don't know i don't know!!!!!
howhowhow??
show me the way.
i made believe @ 2/28/2005 11:42:00 PM
