I seriously cannot take it.
There are so many rumours going around bout tht MOE letter.
both good and bad.
Fuck those people who started the damn rumours.
we're gna get our results back in just a week.
25th febuary.
It just hit me just 5 minutes ago.
will my results be good?
sucky?
average?
Come to think of it,
Friday's the day that will determine the next step of my life.
sorry for sounding too 'drama'.
But, it's a fact.
it's true.
it's real.
and it's coming VERY SOON.
not only my life.
all other dragons from the year 1988.
haha.
syl suggested,
don't commit suicide if you find out you've done badly.
retake the papers.
live a year longer.
if the results are just as bad,
you can jolly well go shuxian's house to jump down.
(shuxian lives on the 23rd floor)
haha!
they're so cheesy.
sigh.
i really don't know what I'm feeling.
it's like a mixture of good and bad feelings.
I just,
don't know what to think.
what am I gna do if I do badly?
*Screams*
this is really tormenting i tell ya.
I was just consolling Kamal yst afternoon.
he called me to tell me he was really scared and all.
blah.
It's my turn to feel the 'pressure'.
I'm sure almost everyone's feeling the same way.
*breathes in deeply*
okay,
i'm not feeling very optimistic now.
not a single bit.
okay.
I'd better end here.
i'm sorry if I started to make you feel scared too.
nite=)
*think happy things. think happy things.*
i made believe @ 2/18/2005 12:07:00 AM
