so much for my happy ending..
hanged around at home in the morning. studied my physics. did some maths. but its like not done yet. i'm starting to feel the stress. the Os are nearing.i'm getting scared. i know its time to study. but i'm just so lazy. i don't wan to. i tell myself that jus for a few more months. jus study the hell out of myself and get over with the Os and then i can have the time of my llife after that. right? yea. but i'm not doing anything. *sigh*
anyway, at about 2plus wen hui msged and asked if i wanted to play pool at parkway. so i thought wth, needa buy cake for my maid anyway. so i agreed and went to get ready. he and cedric came to meet me at my house. after that, we took 853 to parkway. met zeyi there. he was squatting behind the bus stop and fanning himself with some flyer. he looked so totally like an 'ah-pei'. gawd. anyway, we went to the republic cinema there to play. zeyi and cedric played first. meanwhile, sat down and talked to wen hui. told him bout adam. what he did. then he said maybe adam was the type who was afraid of commitment. i SO totally agree. THAT's IT. he's afraid to commit! finally. One reason. hahas. anyway, played a few games and i totally sucked. cheat so many times. haha. hadfun tho'.
after finishing the game, we walked over to parkway. wen hui bought ice cream and we walked around for awhile. went to the food court to eat. wanted to eat steamboat at first, but had to wait for half an hour, so forget it. anway, i ate 'yong tau fu'. after eating, we went to buy the cake. then, we said bye and i went to parkway builders to buy mum's filet-o-fish. then, wen hui called and said i cedric left his mp3 in my back. so i went to the taxi stand to wait for them. they came, and zeyi asked to 'tompang' him. so, me n him took taxi home. mummy's paying for it.
watching the charity show on ch8 now. so saddening. i mean, the children are all so poor thing. i mean, the parents are the ones who are really suffering. seeing your child sick and having the burden of bills. it really warms my heart to see the number of peopl calling constantly increasing. showing that s'poreans do actually have a heart. i've learnt what really is a bad life. bad luck. my life compared to theirs is already considered good. im considered one lucky person if i'm healthy. i think i should learn to treasure my life. yea, and to love my life. i think it's a really good lesson i've learnt over this weekend. the best one yet in my life. no more hating my life. im gonna love it. i have no right to ask for anything else from god, but THEY do. they referring to the children who are sick. yea. people! you're healthy, you can walk, you have a family, you have friends, you have food on the table. LOVE YOUR LIFE. adios.~
i made believe @ 7/18/2004 07:58:00 PM
