okok! spelt appalled wrongly in my previous entry. REALISED MY MISTAKE ALREADY. At least 3 people have pointed out my mistake. bah. My English is not perfect and everyone makes mistakes right? SORRY.
okays, so whatever. Had really bad cramps the whole day. Had a chocolate donut in the morning. From Malaysia. WOW. thanks jo! it was so nice of you! *muahs!!* Anyways, during recess, wl jl jo sx and me were thinking of songs that had sexual connotations. Okay, it was more of Jialing and jo. hahas. So LAME. *laughs* Silly us. We were laughing at the stupid remarks we made. hahas. So anyway, after school jl, sx me and jo went down to eat. And on the way back up to class i was whimpering for god knows what reason. hahas. Only to find out that there was a teacher behind me. What the hell! So embarrassed!! he was like looking at me with a weird expression on his face. So damn embarrassed!! hahas. Dumb thing to do. But whatever. haha. After math remedial, i called mummy to come pick me up. She came with daddy and they brought me to eat. Waited for them at the bus stop outside school. Shuxian waited with me:) ain't she nice? haha. muahs! anway, after awhile, the whole group of guys came. HE was there. My heart was beating so fast i could hardly breathe. I kept glancing over. I don't know why. *sigh* Missed the hugs and kisses he used to give me :(
Reached home at bout 5 and went to bathe. Then, took and my homework to do. Suddenly, the parents came out of their room, screaming at each other. I was so scared. QUARRELS. Hate it when that happens. Mum wanted to get out of the house but Daddy din let her. He wanted to talk it oveerr but mummy din wanna. Daddy blocked the door and mummy started hitting him. Me and Bokok watched helplessly. I was so gonna cry. Dad tried to hold her but she jus kept pulling his shirt and hitting him. Daddy was VERY pissed and he got hold of her. They became sorta violent and i was so scared. Daddy pinned mummy down on the bed and mummy was stuggling. Bokok asked me to call Sam. Called her hp and she rushed home immediately from work. I was scared. So scared. They never fought so fiercely before. After awhile they started talking but mummy kept scolding daddy. daddy wanted to talk it over nicely but mummy kept shutting him off. She scolded him somemore and put words into his mouth. My heart sank as i watched on. There was nothing we could do. Daddy got really pissed and splashed water at mummy. They started shouting at each other again. It was so scary. Then, mummy told my dad if he din let her out of the house she'd jump. SCARED. So, daddy jus let her out. She came back at 6 plus almost 7. Her eyes were so swollen. She turned on the tv and laid on the sofa. She din say a word. She was 'sposed to bring jerry to the driving range. Jerry was calling her from downstairs. She din reply him. We brought jerry up and jerry told her she was 'sposed to follow him. She said she din want to and jerry left the house SAD. The look of disappointment in his eyes was so like Sadddening. It was so unlike mummy to do that to jerry. She is REALLY pissed. *sigh* I don't understand her sometimes. I really pity daddy. *sigh* A once 'sposed to be a happy trip back has turned into havoc. blah. wdv la. I'm so tired now. *yawns* So bored. Rahim's at camp. SIAN! No one to talk to. *laughs* Bored. I'm gonna sleep now. nite nite peeps. MUAHsSss!!
i made believe @ 7/26/2004 08:42:00 PM
