My Immortal- Evanescence
I'm so tired of being here
Supressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time can not erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time can not erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
Soo sleepy today. woke up at 7. no idea why. didn't go to school today. went to the airport to fetch daddy. dropped the luggage at home then went to parkway. had 'yong tau fu' AGAIN. 3 times already. eat until 'sian'. went to the mango sale for awhile. everything i liked had no more sizes. They were either too big or too small. Like HUGE or tiny. so irrinoying. anyway, took a bus home 'cos mummy wanted daddy to experience PUBLIC TRANSPORT again. It has been like a gazillion years since he took a bus. *laughs* we walked home from the bus stop after that. As A Family. wow. it was such a great feeling. everyone's home. AT LAST. Don't want this time to pass. i love my family. Simply love it. MuaCKs! reached home and rested for awhile, then headed to the driving range with aunty Noi, mummy daddy and jerry. thr 3 adults went to play 9-hole. they were 'sposed to play par 3 only. damn. we waited so long at the range. sam and i were totally irritated by the rascal je-bun. sOoooo naughty he was. anways, found my swing. hit 100m today!! so happy. but i'm so tired. *yawns* Dun wanna go school tmr leh. *sigh* back to reality tmr. good night moon. good night stars. good night my friends. good night mummy.good night daddy. good night bokok. good night sam. nite milo. night world.~ zzZzzz..
P.s: -I'm so damn innocent. Innocent and pure like a darling little angel..*haha!!!*
-I miss him so much. Is it just my pms-ing or wad? but he talked to be yesterday. I miss him. I really
do. Miss him tonnes and tonnes. ALOT.
i made believe @ 7/21/2004 08:51:00 PM
