hmm~ i think i'm too materialistic. just like sam. only she's worse. =) anyway, i think i shud change.
nvm, forget that. hmm, jus sat and rotted in front of the com the whole mornin. changed my blogskin. NICE?? rahim says it is. haha. he says 'well-done'. LOl. sounds so teacher-like. haha. anyways, so glad he's my best friend. i'm so glad i have 5 great friends. pple i can talk to. lucky me. rahim,xian-y,jo,weiling and jialing. great friends,great family. but i still think that there's something missing in this rather pathetic life of mine. i dunoe what it is. but yea. something's definately missing from it. anyway, went to swim jus now. with my new bikini! haha. omg i've fallen in love with it! learnt my lesson. i love this bikini more that the $84 one. hee=) nevamind that. came up, bathed and watched another 3 or 4 episodes of the O.C. I am SO TOTALLY in LOVE with Seth Cohen!!?? He is like so damn cute!! hmm, his real name's adam something. coincidence? blah. like whuteva la. anyway, he is jus so damn cutE ok! i like summer toooo!~ she's soo pretty. wish i had the type of life she has. RICH. PRETTY. GOOD FIGURE. PARTIES TO GO TO. damn, life would be SO perfect? wEeE~ okay, sorry. being materialistic. but its really true. isn't it? bleh` anywayss, haven't done any of my homework. but there are like a million sums for me to do? *sighs* i am so totally unsure of what to do. i'm just so lazy to read the textbook. prelims are in like 2, 3 months???? i am so dead. i've really gotta get to my books. dang. so dead. wonder where i'll end up. i have no idea. i miss primary school. no stress. *sigh* i'm sposed to be happy arent i? i am. i know i am.
read some people's blog just now. example wen jun. she has no idea how many million people out there are so envious of her ife. she seems so happy. bleh` i'm so pathetic. jus sitting in front of the laptop comparing my already pathetic life to others. and i thought i was 'sposed to be happy. *sigh* life's reallie like a rollercoaster. or maybe i'm just PMS-ing. hmm. its already the like 11th. gawd. tomorrow's the 12th! u know what that means? it could've been our 10th month together. BUT! but, but, but, i'm not gonna think aboout it ryte? it's over. ryte? yes. it is. but 12th also means blood will be gushing out. LOL. okay. BAD DEScRIPTION!! haha. weEe~ pathertic life i'm living. i need excitement!!!!
i made believe @ 7/11/2004 07:12:00 PM
