haiz..i cried tdae at mac in the morning..hmm..i missed him so much sooo soooooo much..tmr's the 12th...we could have been together for 9 months tmr..awww...sObs=( haiz...it didnt help that jl n ced were sooo loving! the're like the PERFECt couple...so loving and alll..haiz..=( lala..i really miss him like crazyyy...wonder if he remembers..anyways...we're having a bbq tmr at east coast..haha..it was like totally last minute..we pplanned it tdae..such a depressing day..haiz..
this is so saddening..jus found out some of my friends happen to be so unsupportive..blah..wonder why...thought friends were supposed to be supportive no matter what you do??? hm..esp if he were ur best friend..blehh..wonder who are my true friends..haiz..lala..im so pathetic..pathetic shit..bahh..damn...havent started on any hw yet!so irrinoyng..........ahh..cant wait for tmr's bbq..wish he'll be there..but yet..it'll be like so weird.....HaiZz..its been like one week since i've seen him..thats like..SAD..man..blahhh..
hmm...jus watched O.C..interesting..wish life was like dat..so interesting..rich pple's parties..aww..so nice..haiz...i wanna be born an american..rich wan..
haiz..life is so boring..i really wish i get called back..imagine walking down the runway or wadever u call that..lights n cameras all around..ohhh..i WISh..blahh......hAIiiz..dream dream dreamm...haiz..i miss adam!!! cannot take it!
i made believe @ 6/11/2004 09:43:00 PM
