haiyah..i was talking to jialing jus now bout all the couples in our school..how wen jun is so lucky..see..good bf..so clever..so lucky..so pretty..haiz..den see wan leng n kx..no one thought that they'd last..but they did..haiz..see jl n cedric..one year next month..haiz..why everyone else has such great bf's..blah..haiz..see..they are not at all affected by o levels or what so ever..haiz..i reallie dun understand why u did that..i have sooo many questions noe..have u forgotten everything you've ever said to me?..do you even remember i exist? do you care at all if i jus dropped dead right in front of you?..or have you jus simply forgotten who i am? jus not seeing you for 3 weeks makes me wanna 'die'(not commit suicide die but u noe..die?) haiz..i miss you so so so much..i wonder if you know..i reallie miss you like shit..and i hope that this feeling is reciprocated..well at least i wish it were..i wish i can read ur mind..so i noe what exactly is going on in your mind..i reallie miss you..i wish you knew...do u miss me too? i wonder..haiz..too bad u'll never ever noe cos u dun care anymore..=( haiz..*sobS*
i made believe @ 6/21/2004 09:59:00 PM
