blahhh..school's back..soits now back to the normal,bloody irrinoying routine..blahhh. hais..finally saw him jus now..argh..have to remind myself that everything's different now..*sigh* i really think it is time to let go cos i realised he has been telling me a pack of lies.. blah. irrinoying..to think i believed everything he said..he's not so innocent afterall. hais.. u see..he told me that basketball was his life..he gave me the impression that bball was more impt than me when we were together..n look at his bloody nick now..'no more bball,im into soccer' what the heck ryte?. so he tells me that he's been playing bball all his life and everythin..and so now he easily changs his mind that he loves soccer now?..so he's been lying to be all this while? aRGH! i wan someone to talk to badly now! *sobs* i'm feeling like shit ryte now..to think i loved him so much???? hmm..lets see..what else..?..oh yah..he told mi that we could still be together after the Os when he jus told me he wanted to go back to being friends(obviously we're not?) and one week afterdat he tells me not to wait for him n that he might not wan a gf still..BLAH! HE IS SUCH A BIG FAT LIAR! WHY???????? blah !!!!! what am i 'sposed to do right now?..no one's here at all..! *sobs* where's everyone?.. *sigh* my tears have all been wasted on him..ALL FOR NOTHING! arghhhhh..! HAIS HAIS HAISSSSssssss!!
blahh..i am so dumb..blah...look at ashley..she is so bloody talented..she has everything! smart n pretty, so many talents! arhh..me? dun even have a single talent..hMPh..i have nothing at all..nothing..reallie nothingggg...
i made believe @ 6/28/2004 04:43:00 PM
