argh dammit! wrote everything down den the internet got error! so irritating!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH..now haf to retype everything again!!!! blah!!anyway..so here goes..
missed him like shit in friday n saturday..cried again..most i've ever cried..so sad..*sob*..it didnt help that i was pms-ing either..sam scolded me..okay not reallie scold but like was trying to knock sense into me..but still i cried like shit anyway..realli missed him so much!anyway..had a bbq on saturday..quite successful considering it was planned like 24hrs b4 onli..haha..hmm..but felt soo bad for crying..cos of that damn wh..!! he sang the sad song..making me think of him again..haiz..im reallie sorry!! but it didnt help that it was the 12th..we could've been together for 9 months! blah..n also we east coast contained memories..sweet sweet memories of us..*sigh*..afterdat yong chee lighted candles n made the word 'i love you' n asked hui e to be his gf..haha..so sweett..she accepted him..haha..AWWW!!anyways..after the bbq..we went bowling..den they all went home..leaving me,wh,zy and ys..zy treated me n ys to 2 games..afterdat..we took a taxi to simpang bedok to have supper..prata..dat was bout 2 plus oredi..n dat damn taxi driver cheated our money..(okay..zy's..lol..he paid for the fare)..he went by the longer way..such a cheat.*bleahs*. after eating..we chit-chatted for awhile den left..by that time it was oredi four plus..we walked all the way to my house..ys took a taxi home halfway..so left me zy n wh..we watched tv n talked..den zy helped d/l this thingy that could delete those spyware thingies in my com..went to my room to slp at 7.30 while the other two slept on the sofa..but i kept waking up cos i felt so uncomfortable leaving both of them outside..was afraid my sisters would get a shock..haha..n they reallie did..anyway..they left at one..went back to bed but couldnt sleep..den went to brush my teeth n bathe n all..was 'sposed to go watch day after tmr..but wh had to go for some dinner..so we decided to go bowl instead(again..) so before that uncle jaffar asked if we wanted to go see the house he designed..so i thought why not..(thinking it was in siglap or somewhre near..i could get a ride to the bus stop or smth..) in the end..it was at mcritchie reservoir!! gosh..so i had to call them to say i was late..but anyway, the house was reallie beautiful! so he fetched me to east coast n dropped me at the wrong bowling alley..didnt dare to say anythin cos i oredi felt so bad..there was a jam there..hahha..anyway..i walked to the alley n reached bout 6..den played a game den sg left..so left me wl n zy..so..we played somemore den went home..had a sore throat n flu..bahh..its worse noW!! anyway..after dat i took 13 home with zy..he walked me back since it was on the way..haha..n he was scared of the canal!! hahaha..! anyway..slept early that night..den..woke up at 6 this morning to get ready to go for the course at lasalle..n in the end..it was postponed!!! so me n jl were left hanging ard at 8.30 in the morning..i wanted to go home..but in the end we decided to go killiney's for breakfast..n then we saw a sign that said.."CLOSED ON ALTERNATE MONDAYS"..so irritating!! it had to be todaY!! goshh..i was so pissed!..den nvm..we den decided to go to parkway..so we took 13..stopped outside mandrin gardens to take 196..den 608 came..i thought it could go to parkway so i went up to ask the bus driver,put my hand on the ezlink machine..(totally forgetting that my wallet was in my HAND!!) so anyway..he said no den i heard "beeP" dammit..POOF! one bus ride gone!! so damn irritating la!!..haha..anyway..we went up 196..den in the end jl decided to go east coast to have mac breakfast n go bowling aftr that(AGAIN!!!) *laughs* anyway..at mac..i was talking to jl..she said she thought ad n i wud've lasted..bahh..so i thought too..haiz..miss him!! anyway..called wh n zy down as well..den..played one game against zy..haha..loser had to pay!! n i won!! haha..119..lol..one in a million!..lol..after dat..we took a cab down to town..went to watch day after tmr..sooo nice!!.den afterdat..went to shop around n den went to scotts to eat..den to zara..n den home..felt so terrible jus now..throat was so damn dry......arh..den shared a cab with zy and came home to only find that sam was in the cab behind mi..DAMN..anyway..so ddamn unlucky ryte..haiz..plus the breakup n all..nthn good has ever happened to me yet..bLAHhhh....so sad..=( haiz..so unlucky..but mumsy's coming back on wednesday..cant waiTT!!! hee=) at leasst smth to look forward to!wee..bah..throat hurts like hell!! miss him too..blah..i think he doesnt care anymore..its like.."pooOfF"..i jus disappeared..or "SNAP" im outta his life..bah..wdv la...haiz..=(
i made believe @ 6/14/2004 10:53:00 PM
