hmm..lala..i simply miss him tooooo much!! i've been thinking bout him the whole freakin day!!!..miss him miss him.....*sigh* i wish everything could jus go back to what it was..maybe if i hadnt suggested this to him on sunday..mi n my big fat mouth!!!!! argh..y did i have to be so damn dumb..bleahs..haiz..i miss himmmm!!!!!!!!!!!!!
brain: get over him girl!! if he's urs he'll come back in the end..
heart: i dun wan!!! i miss him!!!
brain: oh jus shuddup n concentrate on ur fucking chinese..its only 2 damn days awae!!
heart: nooo..i dun wanna study! i want to see him!
brain: oh..u dun need him to live! u've got amazing friends! just get on with life..u don't haf to think bout him 24/7..
heart: yes i do!
brain: oh damn u..don't be so weak..he seems to have gotten over it..y cant u?
heart: i dun care if he has gotten over ot not! he still luvs me n i know that!
brain: so if u noe that..den y dont u just concentrate on stdying now?!
heart: i DONT WANT to..
brain: oh fuck you..damn..u're a goner..
heart: bleah!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH..lala..wadever..im so dead..gonna fail chinese!
was sms-ing michelle jus now n she told me she had a feeling it was eug hu had some influence on ad..hmm..see..even she thinks so!!! bahh..
hmm..tmr's mr tng's wedding..so many couples will be there..aww..that makes it even worse!! bah..wdv..lala..hmm..i thot i sortedout everything..guess i havent..i haf sooo many things left to study!!! blablabla...haiz..n i havent decided wad to wear to the wedding!..yelp!
ahhh..haha..that damn rh is making me so darn embarrassed!..haha..idiot eh he..hahahha..blah..hahhaha...reallie a very good friend he..lol..nthn moRE!lalala..
tata now..have to move on..byeeeee
i made believe @ 5/28/2004 10:08:00 PM
