lala..it was thursday nite when i finallly could let go of my stress..all cooped up inside my heart..i finally cried it all out..felt sooooooooo much better after dat..anyway..as much as i hoped dat it wud b ad to make mi smile..n to tell mi evrything's alrite, it wasnt..it was RH!!...he made mi smile..lolx..=) but..lala..wad can i do?..ad was sorry..i jus had to forgive him..cos i think i luv him soo much..lala~ this morning i went for chi classes..afterdat..i went to mac..n then he came with wh n dj..i sooo hoped he wud send mi home..but he didnt..after he left, i missed him soooooooooooooooooooo terribly...in the bus i missed him reallie bad..almost cried..haha..i wanted sooo much to see him..haiz..den..at the 85 market bus stop, ben came up the bus..since there was an empty sit bside mi, he sat down..i felt sooo weird...den i jus looked out of the window..didnt reallie gif a damn bout him...den..at tanah merah mrt..he got down..he said bye..i wanted to ignore him actuallie...but thot it was quite rude..so being the polite lil girl i am..*chuckles* i said bye...but didnt reallie look him in the eye..lala~
jus now at mac, wz told us the shasha was pregnant..i was damn shocked..to think someone in my school wud be pregnant..tho i dunnoe her, i rreallie pity her..she's so poor n now she' 7 months pregnant..my gawd..she's onli 16..n that idert ahmad dun even wanna tek responsibility..gosh..and they did it in school some more..gawd..hmm..but wad she told dinah they all was very sweett..was touched when i heard it..she told them dat every nite she slp she feel her baby moving in her stomach...she said it was a reallie nice feeling...ohhhhh..gawd...so sweett..think her baby will b veriii pretty/handsome..lala..but come to think of it..she's nly 16..poor girl..wish i cud help in any way..ha..lala~..
hmm..got so many things to do tonite..A maths..study chem..SS..bio..haiz...so tiring..
mum's back..so happy..haha..lala..went out with her tdae for lunch..haha..haiz..missed her sooo much..lolx..
lala...boredy..its been some time since i talked to ad on the fone..haiz..i reallie wish he could b more sensitive to wad im feeling...haiz..miss him soooo much now..cant he feel it??..lalalal..wadevr..cheeRS~
i made believe @ 4/17/2004 07:27:00 PM
