hate myself..i was so mean to him...i feel so bad now..didnt noe wad i was thinking..looking back..i think i was retarded..yet..he was still so nice...why?????..y am i like dat when he's already so nice?..i meann..other girls wud die to haf a guy like him..y am i so unappreciative???i hate myself soooo much..he's still sooo nice to me...argh..how stupid can i get...???i've said sorry like...aLOT of times..but i still feel sooo bad..wish i could turn back time...newae..the reason of getting pissed with him was stupid..soo...newae..do i reallie reallie reallie like him alot???...guess i do...but nt very sure...*sigh*~
i made believe @ 1/06/2004 06:53:00 PM