haiz...cny's coming..daddy's decorating the whole house..now it looks so china-fied..lolx.=) hmm...they're like..so into feng shui now..so they're like moving everything..lol..haiz...dunoe y...these few nights i cant reallie have a good sleep..bleahh..so tired...my gawd..was supposed to act in the skit for cny concert...i so scared i cant do it dat i had to ask sabrina..firstly..cos i scared i forget my lines n screw up the whole damn thing..n..also...everyone in the skit all so good actor n actress...later i go den throw face..i dunnoe y..but i seem to be able to act better in frontof pple i dunnoee..like during drama camp..i had no problem going on stage n act wadever i had to act..but..come to sch concerts..i seem to haf stage fright..hmm..
haiyah..todae they buy the career guidebook thingy..i wanna take theatre studies..but dey all say taking dat wont bring me far...come to think of it..if i become actress director or producer or wad so ever..when i grow up to a certain age i'll haf to stop...dden how??...now im so mixed up..i dunnoe wad to do....shud i take business??..nursing???ahhh...dunoe lar...i had my mind set on theatre studies..but only ngee ann poly haf..den how?..soo far eh...haiyah..howw...wad shud i take????i dun wanna take smth that needs so much studying leh..im not the studying type...haiyahh...howwwwww...=(
i made believe @ 1/14/2004 06:17:00 PM
