argh...i dun wanna go to skool tmr...i dun wannna ever go skooll...i feel soo tired oredi..imagine all the stress i'll have to face...it'll be a hundred times worse den mid n end year exams...im so dead...how am i supposed to live thru those months..maybe i would commit suicide even b4 i take the Os..lolx=)its gonna be a stressful year ahead..*sigh*..about the relationship..i dunoe if its starting to die or wad..with him by my side..i dun think of all these..but with him around..everything seems so perfect...why am i feeling like dat?..i haf no idea wad i see in him anyway..maybe cos he;s nice...but..he;s toOOOooo nice...!!..i noe i dun like those pple..y do i still get myself into this????but..y do i still feel so attached to him??..n yet at the same time..(sadly to say)..find him a little annoying????..argh!!..i knew from the beginning he was opposite of almost everything i wanted in a guy..he's not very romantic..not sensitive..he doesnt noe how to b a gentlemen in some ways..like when i was trying to carry the sofa...he jus sat there like nthn's happening..argh..i cant tok to him like talking to my friends..i cant tell him my problems..he doesnt noe how to react..he cant carry a conversation well..ARGH!..y am i so stupid??..maybe i shouldn't haf started the whole thing..maybe it was a wrong move to accept himm..but..we could talk so normally like friends llast time..y cant we now?...i wan someone who i can talk to..like a friend....................help..~
i made believe @ 1/04/2004 05:05:00 PM
